I broke again last night. I woke up feeling hopeless and so took a brave step and contacted my new GP surgery for an appointment. By 10.30 I was sat in the waiting room, surrounded by new mums and babies waiting for their first jabs. By the time my name was called I was in a right old state. We discussed the past year and the impact it’s having on my well-being. She was very nice and helpful. I haven’t been on medication since my Nan passed away in 2012 - instead I’ve been managing the dips myself. But today, I had to admit that it’s not so easy and perhaps a little assistance would help. She also booked me in to have a check of my hormones. Afterwards I went for a walk along the river to clear my head. I don’t like the fact I’m back on medication. But now that I’ve agreed to it I need to embrace the assistance and hopefully room they will give me to heal. Came home to milo sunbathing again.

Posted by vkmspiers at 2023-07-20 13:00:10 UTC