I have been tumbling and falling for a while with the GP and nurse trying to steady me, but today they have said they have reached their limit. I need to find a way forward one that actually keeps me going forward with less falls and just small tumbles. This has been hell but i still want to fight as I still find enjoyment in nature and gym and my dogs and although i wld love to eternally rest i wld rather just rest and recover. I return to work next week. I will accept my fragility but also recognise my strengths. I will accept my flaws and work gently not harshly on them. I will TRY to find a future, one that i had hoped i wld never have to face but one i either face or?!? I am still here so i must be a fighter. I still try so i must want to try.

Posted by 4nn3 at 2023-07-13 17:59:29 UTC