It’s been rough. Still no job, money very very tight , Sunday has a blowout in front on my teen after discovering is father is living at large and buying Mac laptops and tablets for who knows who while not paying is court-mandated obligations towards our son. Or his narcissistic side is keeping me from having the washing machine fixed because he decided he does not want to give me the 3 year guarantee paper and I have to pay with money I don’t have. I really lost it, my son saw me in a really bad place, but on the positive side he wasn’t afraid to tell me he was sad and a bit mad at me and while my son said he understands and recognises the bad actions he’s father is and does, I should’ve controlled myself in front of him ( my son). Really happy to see my son feels there no more fear in our home to speak out his feelings. Yesterday was International Pizza Day, so we did one together ,drank ice tea and ate Nutella & fruit crepes

Posted by farruska at 2023-07-11 06:20:30 UTC