Yesterday i became very aware of my weirdness whilst having dressings done as i am far too tactile for comfort and realised a tad, too late the poor nurse was trying to keep it minimal for professional distance. I forget she is a nurse not a friend at times so have cancelled all further dressings in order to get my emotions better regulated around her. I have a thing for playing with fingers, my own and others especially if i forget my fidget toys. I am totally embarrassed 😳 too hence another reason i have cancelled my dressing appointments 😞 I got this as i have a whole pharmacy of dressings from Amazon and will self manage. I hate the fact the only one in my life that ever hugged or allowed touch was my nurse and she only did so as she said through her nursing compassion (which i do respect and agree with just wish someone in outside life would hug me!)

Posted by 4nn3 at 2023-06-27 05:48:19 UTC