Today has been hell and its going to get worse as i messed up and to cut a long story short I could not make an event that had been planned for ages and sent partner and mum on their own as i had a melt down and could not cope with routine change, public transport and new place and the whole event itself although i had dreamt and planned it for ages. Mum declared I was selfish and always had been and why could i not for once do something for her!! Now i do not believe this to be true as i feel i sacrificed a hell of a lot in my childhood and through adulthood and especially most recent through COVID-19 doing her shop for her whilst working at the hospital. I took her to A&E when she needed and...any ways it hurt to be told that right on the station. I swore at her which is totally wrong and told them to go it alone as i WAS going home as i could NOT handle it and needed to look after myself but her and partner were fuming at me but did get on the train. Just waiting for round two when they get back 😣😭😣

Posted by 4nn3 at 2023-06-23 14:43:44 UTC