Today I cried because I was ignored by my emotionless family and not because of the chronic year long pain I am experiencing post operation. I try to be strong because I have everything to gain from personal grit and optimism but at the same time I know I have to be able to handle setbacks when recovery is not ideal. I am afraid of my body deteriorating but I have to accept that I am getting older and this is a cycle of life. If I die, I had lived my life as if I were fully well. God bless me.

Posted by Soraya at 2019-12-21 16:12:52 UTC