Yesterday I was in Olomouc, a city in my country where my ex-boyfriend lives and where I was going to see him every weekend for the past 1.5 years. I got out on the train station and a huge anxiety wave hit me. For the whole day I was not able to think about anything else but him. I was scared to see him somewhere, maybe even with another girl (we broke up last Sunday). I wanted to leave so bad ... And I'm upset at myself, because I love Olomouc so much and now I can't be there without thinking about him. I will have to go there again on 18th January so I hope that until then things will get better. But with this situation I remembered this quote: ,,You cannot heal at the same place where you've been hurt." And it's 100 % true. So please my lovely people, wish me luck, so that I can visit my favourite city without feeling any pain again. 💔💛

Posted by juliesodkova at 2019-12-21 10:35:10 UTC