Gonna leave this here because well i can and honestly need some support! I'm so over everything in life. Can I not just be struck down? Nobody would care anyways. I would just be told that's it's all in my head, or something. But it's really not. It's just people not wanting to face how they made me feel. I'm just done....nothing good has happened to me in my life except for my kids. I'm not good at anything, live in probably the most decrepit house thats basically just a level up from homeless. Things have happened to me that has happened to ppl not even in my family but thier issue just seemed waaaayy more horrible. My first born was born on a day where everyone else was more worried about an object and the person involved with that. How is someone supposed to feel wanted after having and forced to live through all of this. When I said I felt like I didn't matter to anyone alone deserted and left out. I ment it. I see no point in living anymore either than to make those happy around me. I'm done, I'me tired I'm exhausted and frankly just don't care about anything anymore. No I don't need pills...all they do is make me sick dizzy and left feeling sickly. Tried a few different ones all the same. idk I just want to end it all😭😭

Posted by Kaydee23 at 2019-11-26 18:50:57 UTC