So guys... I just want to fill you in on what’s been happening the past few months! Basically start of January me & my partner hit a rough patch and basically thought that I lost feelings for him it was really difficult. We both agreed that I’d lost the bounce in my step but we didn’t know what it was that was causing it. Just knew something wasn’t right. So I went to my health visitor and I told her what I’m going on and we did a PPD check and it came up quite highly that I had it so I’m starting counselling for that. I had a mental breakdown the other day! Literally just out of the blue. Got really angry like a sudden burst of rage, then when The baby was asleep I just sat there and cried.... as you guys know about and have been super supportive with! But then today I was trying to pick out a Mother’s Day card and I couldn’t pick it out because there was too much going on. I thought the one I liked was boring it and wasn’t good enough so got really stressed about that. Then I couldn’t even pick out great sex all what snacks I wanted and I’ve been trying to pick out a ball pit for aurora and I just couldn’t do that either!! Sorry for the long message! X Oh I also possibly have BPD... which may explain a lot. Picture of me & my girl in golden hour ☀️

Posted by xkaykayx2 at 2021-03-02 23:27:10 UTC