Today I'm quite nervous as I got a telephone appointment with my social worker. We spoke last week. I need to turn my life around. I rely on my boyfriend too much. He goes to work then looks after me all the time. It's been going on for over two years. I hope this lady can help. I see a counsellor which has helped. I spoke to my GP who referred me to a social worker. My life has no meaning anymore and I give up too easily. I stopped taking my antidepressants but I started taking St. John's Wort. I also stopped talking to friends and family. I just have my mum and cousin as family that I still talk too. I have one close friend who I talk too now and again. I don't like going out at all so I avoid it. Feel safe at home. I have a fear of being judged by people. I hope this will change as I used to go out. Even taking my dog to the park etc. But my boyfriend does it for me instead. I feel bad in myself for letting it go on too long. I'm bored of my life. Sorry for going on but just wanted to share

Posted by LJ Steele at 2021-03-01 10:34:52 UTC